For those who asked!

Oh! So you want to know more about me. A few have asked anyway. So here goes. Well I have thought about gender change since a teenager, I know a lot of girls that say they knew much younger but I didn't think about it till starting puberty. Then it hit me, something was wrong. I wanted to do cooking and sewing at school, I was not allowed, boys did woodwork and metalwork. So I had to do these, I failed both miserably. I would have excelled at cooking and sewing. I was not a very "masculine" boy at high school.. this resulted in my being beaten up regularly by anyone who wanted to prove they could fight.. I don't believe it proved that. Because I couldn't fight and just ended up a punching bag. And this was without letting on how I felt, if anyone knew that I probably wouldn't be alive.. It was not at all accepted, one of the ones that used to regularly bash me.. I know went to town often "poofter bashing" If he knew how I felt.. don't think he would have stopped hitting me when I went down. Just as an aside, his father was a lawyer, and when he got caught for doing this type of thing, his father would always get him off.

So this is how I went through school, always fearful. So when I left school this fear was still with me. Nobody must ever know!!! As time progressed I would accumulate some female clothing, I would buy it at Christmas or Mothers Day, so shop keepers would think it was for presents. Then I would get worried that I would be caught and dispose of all my female clothing.

Breast Size Pic! This picture shows my breast size from hormones alone before augmentation, note that I was able to lactate quite easily at this point! I was definately under optimum weight at this time!

This went on until I met the lady who was to become my Wife, by that stage I had lost my Job and started into fairly heavy drugs. (IV Speed). She was the first person I told about how I felt, it seemed safe with her as she was a lesbian. So we would get smashed, I would change into a dress, and we would sit and watch television all night. You don't sleep on speed. Eventually we both got off drugs and ended up getting married, the 11 years we were together as husband and wife I will always cherish, as I still love her. After we were married I didn't often wear dresses but did wear female underwear and paint my toe nails. But eventually I was no longer satisfied with just this, I had to go further, I wanted to be the woman I am. This was too much strain on our marriage and we separated.

Website online Pic! This is a good older picture of me taken outside my home by a friend of mine (David) on 30/December/2001. This is what I looked like around the time I had the first full version of this website up and running!

Well, this brings up to close to now. I had already started on Hormone Replacement Therapy, and started to go out on my days off dressed as a woman. And eventually got to today where I am living full time as a woman, I am finally me. I have had augmentation mammoplasty to give my body closer to the right shape. And my work has been wonderful, more accepting than I could ever have expected! But best of all, my family accepts that I have a need to be me.!!! I still have a long way to go, but at least now I can see that goal may one day be achievable!!!

Breast Size Pic! This picture shows my breast size now, also interesting to note that I still lactate!

Other stuff!

Well, I have been interested in computers for a long time. Started out with a TI99/4a then to a Commodore 64, then up through 386, 486, Pentium 3 & Pentium M Laptop. Which is where I am today. The last 2 are all still running today. PIII running Windows 98. The Pentuim M Laptop running Windows XP (Funny how the newer more powerful the system, the more unstable it is). I have always enjoyed programming of one kind or another from the first machine to the last, in many and varied languages. I still enjoy this today.

I find shopping to be an enjoyable experience now, and I used to hate it. Now I am buying girl clothes previously boy clothes, girl clothes are so much nicer and you just have to see what they look like on!!! If I ever get around to it I still enjoy a game or two of ten pin bowling, my average has come back up over the last few years and I have been secretary of the Gympie Eagles Socail Bowlers. I will turn this task over to someone else in 2009!

If any T-girl out there is thinking of creating their own web site like this one, and doesn't know how to go about it, I am only too willing to help you. Any body else that wants to build a site and needs help, ok, I will help you too but it will cost. I have built one site for my Local Member of State Parliament, (Elisa Roberts). The site no longer exists in it's original webspace but of course I kept a backup copy of it. If you would like to see it click here!

I have also created a small site for hosting Online Games Leagues for Paltalk Games Backgammon and Chain Reactor Leagues. I am a Tournament and League host and Admin on the Paltalk Games site!

The latest website I have built is for SWAT, Sisters With A Twist. This is a community site for women who like to "play" with women on the Sunshine Coast!

Rhonda Dyane!